All my life long I have wanted to travel and I have been blessed with a fair bit and if anything that I dream of, is more travel. I dream of travel. I write about travelling. I talk about travelling and pretty much my everyday life revolves around the thought of travelling. Having said that I am yet to make travelling my lifestyle. I mean the kind of travel where it is an unknown destination – get into the car and drive aimlessly, stop wherever and do whatever kind of travel. The boon and bane of a family life!
It is indeed a dangerous combination to have a travelling mind and static life, bound by domestic choices made years ago. It is not easy to break away and suddenly go on trips to exotic places. Questions arise about cost, timing and much more. It has always left me with a feeling deep sense of despair, an unsettled yearning! I have basic understanding of quantum physics and I know that such despair paves way for more such feelings and occurrences in the future. I had to find that bridge of peace and I found it. And a tad of insanity always helps to find that bridge!
Here is I was, in front of that red door that I have never opened before nor has another man on this planet. Now, I had gone through the motions of this in my head and it was pretty simple – open the door, step in, turn on the light and explore. That’s it. Easy! The key reached the key hole and clicked and I opened the door and stepped inside. It was a darkness I had experienced only inside a cave in Texas – pitch dark. I fumbled with my flash light and turned it on and looked for the closest wall with the light switch. Phew, it was near that heavy red door that had shut itself by now. Flick! And unlike a dramatic set of high beam lights in a soccer field, came on a dim light. My flashlight was more powerful than that. I suspiciously took a step along the wall and walked on, as my left hand touched another switch. Yet another dim light. My hand felt dust and cobwebs. First thought – Let’s get on maid mode! But I held off on that one. I decided to walk further. And the wall had many more switches. I kept walking as I kept turning them on. As I turned back and looked, I found I had walked perhaps a mile and the dim light shone a few feet away from the wall. There was a certain intrigue to this space. Black empty space. It was nothing that I had envisioned before. I had seen places – beautiful, gorgeous, sad, scary places, but nothing felt as soothing as this space. It was my first escapade within. Thus began my beautiful journey inside my own heart – one that hasn’t been travelled to by anyone. I have cobwebs and dust to clear, certain corners need bleaching, yet other need some colour and I know one day this space will be controlled by one switch and that bright light will shine. Until then I am on maid mode! And I found that perfect place to travel to – no conflict with money, no conflict with scheduling, no conflict with people. I am on my own on a travel plan whenever I want to at any time of the day or night. Right now my plan is to pump the space with love. Air filled with love. Not love for a person or thing or animal. Just love. Off I go for now. Awesome!